<sub>i need a super does of Ewan McGregor, Wesker, Aizen, Ulquiorra and Hugh Jackman! STAT! 8D

and did i ever tell anyone how awesome my sister and ImotoChan are! ;A;</sub>

.. sorry for the no-update thingy.. or no reply.. or anything for that matter.. i managed to steal onto my brothers laptop.. he allowed me.. am in Perth currently.. lovely weather from the usual hot weather of KL.. anyways.. uh.. i dunno how to say things here or how to put it.. but i guess ill just say it out..

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For my Dear dear, sweet, loving Booboo.. oh mai god im so sorry i wasnt there for you... My cat.. my sister.. family member passed away today at 6pm exactly well.. 6pm Kuala Lumpur time.. she passed away in her favourite spot where she sleeps.. in the maids room under the bed.. as far as i know, she went under the bed to sleep or so im guessing without the maids knowing.. during the evening, my maids were sitting outside their bedroom watching tv.. when they heard my cat have a sing song tune when she meowed.. it sounded almost like she sang her last words.. then fell silent.. my maids were worried by the sudden change in the atmosphere.. like something had gone missing.. or something had left..

they went to their room to check it out and searched for her.. they found her under the bed.. in her comfy spot.. she wasnt moving.. she wasnt breathing.. as i type this now.. its so hard to put into words.. its like for each word im typing im shedding a tear.. i didnt get to say goodbye to her properly before i left for perth.. she was in the vet.. and i was too busy eventhough i really really wanted to see her.. when we arrived in perth we called my dad back home everyday to get updates on our darling.. its just.. today.. she is no longer with us.. ..... and in a way.. im glad she no longer has to suffer..


I love you so much Booboo.. and im so sorry that i wasnt able to see you before you left us. forever.. _{im so so sorry} i love you forever..

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dont worry the features thingy is still on.. its just that i needed to put out some fire about something before it burns a whole in me _XD its a random topic.. but.. its like one of those events i wish to never experience again in a long time.. *sigh* sadly it might come too soon.. Y__Y my cat Booboo.. whom my whole family considers as, to me and my sister: a sister, to my mother and father: a daughter, to my brother: a loving pet, and to my kakaks(maids): a family member..
over the 2 weeks since i got back from America, Booboos' appetite has depleted somewhat.. so my mother and i took her to the vet as she appeared to have lost a tremendous amount of weight.. we took her there and we were told that she has a kidney problem.. and she has blood mites.. mites in her blood.. thats why her appetite is not there.. so we left her at the vet so they can keep an eye on her and 4 days later we picker her up.. they gave us meds and a special type of food.. so we went back home and she ate a little.. here and there..
then today.. for the past 3 days, she hasnt eaten.. she drinks a whole lot more.. and instead of going to her litter box.. she goes into the toilet and pees everywhere.. we got worried so i brought her to the vet.. ... ...... ... i waited for my turn... .. i took her into the examination room when called.. .... .. . . .. they checked her..
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she has renal failure.. kidney failure.. i cant..



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right! because i replied on 's journal i have to do this feature journal thingy! which is cool! it'll be my first! X3 but im sorry darling that i reduced the number to 9_{+ you makes 10}

The rules:

<sub>* 1- Be one of the first 10 people commenting on this journal entry, and I will add you to the Feature List.

* 2- For each of those 10 people I will put their avatar and three deviations I like from their gallery on the list.

* 3- If I feature you you'll have to do the same in your journal by putting me in the first place completing the list with 10 people.</sub>

:my young friend with awesomesauce personality and humor for a youngin' she can draw Ulquiorra better than me
_{is so awesome
will seriously look nice as a portrait
i love the colours D:}


:she's awesome liek her drawings of dragons and her heroc! she's younger than me and she can draw dragons and horses better than i could evar! D: _{all these young kids are beating me! D:
this dragon is so cute with a lantern D:
believe me i've tried to draw this when i was 15 and i sucked balls! this one is awesome D:
i love the colours D:}


:another dear friend! she writes poems that seriously gives me goosebumps! _{i kid you not D:} it amazes me how she forms all these things! x)
_{i love this story! it gave me goosebumps! 8D
another piece that speaks its own language! its so good! *tears of awesome XD
i love the description of the Queen and the King! its like.. they are of godly relation! damn awesome! Y__Y}


RANDOM!! :0
while the features are going on, on a random note my laptop just got back from brain transplant (harddisk change) so everything of mine is lost.. :1 ... Y_______Y so my photoshop is apparently some special edition student package.. so there isnt a code in it.. and uh we have to email Adobe a form in the box and our student ID and a photo.. <_< and it takes 7 working days before i can get it because they want to do their research to confirm whether im a student or some freak.. >_>;; so yea.. no photoshop.. *sigh*

SO everything im doing currently is by pencil _{my ol' friend x)} so..
s' Kiriban is in pencil and going to be coloured in copic :1
s' chibi of Tieria Erde is in ink and coloured with copic >₃>
this piece that im working on currently is on paper.. so copics anyway..
some random pokemon comic also on paper.. <₃<

so.. that means.. im sorry to say and s' kokeshii doll will be delayed tremendously and i seriously seriously apologize! Y____Y

right! so.. i guess thats it.. i need to draw moar.. D: i need to improve D8 im going to be away again! D8 i need to string moar bookmarks.. darn.. >_>;;

bye! 8D

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Kokeshi Doll Commission: _{the brilliant idea of ~SweetYuya}

$5 - 1 Doll digitally coloured with name and border
(RM15)

rules and stuff~ : [link]

SLOTS!:
1.

Completed Commissions:
1. ~

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the most awesome people i met on DA over the months i've been on:
(sensei deshou~)

atashi no tomodachii deshou!~:


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